Healing Aurora

I am tired of trying to fit in anyway.

There is always going to be someone who thinks you are too tall, too thin, too fat, too much, or too whatever.

There is always going to be someone.

As long as that person is not you, then it is fine. The outside world has already said too much. We have to say something kind to ourselves.

There are too many voices outside telling us all kinds of things. But the only voice we really need to hear is our own:

My story deserves to be heard, and so does yours.

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Today, I want to briefly talk about why I do so much energy practice, but still don't feel grounded. And my energy bubble doesn't seem to be working for me?

This was a question back at the time when I first started energy healing it repeated again and again!!

Maybe you have the same question??

I've had the same question for many years. I asked different therapists and practitioners, and everyone came back with the same answer: create a protective bubble before you leave the house.

I tried and practised, but I was still left wondering, why am I still affected by energies, people and crowds around me?

Through all these year finally at some point: I figured out one thing. It's not only energy practice that helps with grounding and protection. Most importantly, our physical body needs proper sleep, proper food and proper rest.

When the body is healthier, our energy practices can grow from there. The more grounded we are, the more our energy can expand and protect us, with a stronger anchor.

Do you have the same question when you practice ?

Share to a friend that you think who need to hear that or could be benefit from. Maybe she/he had the same question as I did? ☺️👊

Today, I want to briefly talk about why I do so much energy practice, but still don't feel grounded. And my energy bubble doesn't seem to be working for me? This was a question back at the time when I first started energy healing it repeated again and again!! Maybe you have the same question?? I've had the same question for many years. I asked different therapists and practitioners, and everyone came back with the same answer: create a protective bubble before you leave the house. I tried and practised, but I was still left wondering, why am I still affected by energies, people and crowds around me? Through all these year finally at some point: I figured out one thing. It's not only energy practice that helps with grounding and protection. Most importantly, our physical body needs proper sleep, proper food and proper rest. When the body is healthier, our energy practices can grow from there. The more grounded we are, the more our energy can expand and protect us, with a stronger anchor. Do you have the same question when you practice ? Share to a friend that you think who need to hear that or could be benefit from. Maybe she/he had the same question as I did? ☺️👊 #energyhealing #soundhealing #protectionpractice #soundbath #soundmeditation

My essence, my centre, my core message is this: I claim myself as a holistic alchemist.

An alchemist can turn suffering or pain into gold. Or they can see past pain as fertiliser, so a flower can grow from it.

When I allow myself to become my true self and share my experiences, I can hold a space to help others find their own way as well.

When everyone is being their true self, the whole world is in harmony. We all become a healed sisterhood and a healed brotherhood, allowing everyone else to be unique and special.

Everybody can be the unicorns of their own kind, own shape, own style.

What does the unicorn of your own kind, shape and style look like?

***The drawing I created with the style I like and formed with the meaning with AI. ***





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**Hey, just a warning i swore in the very end of the video. If that's something you would find triggering, please just skip the video. Love you **** This is a little midnight chat before bed. I feel like I'm tired of hearing all the words of spirituality and energies and self-healing. You choose for yourself. If you feel like going for a forest walk and you can be in that moment, the forest walk is your form of therapy. If you're a person who really loves death metal music and you feel the flow and vibration it creates, that's your sound healing. So I encourage you to try sound healing with bowls and sounds. You might come and tell me, "Fan, f**k yes, I love it!" or, "Fan, f**k off, I don't really enjoy it." Either is fine. DM me if you want to come see me at my group session soon.

WHY I DO WHAT I DO ? PART 1

People ask why I create Harmonious Healing Session which included energy healing with massage and other therapeutic methods.

I see people coming back for the same reason, same pain, same patterns, again and again, including myself before. There's some pain just doesn't really go away.

About 12 years ago, I moved to Australia by myself, feeling unsupported. A chronic pain developed under my right shoulder blade that just wouldn't leave for at least a year.

One morning, I was on the phone with my mum, and she said, "You're always welcome to come home and there's always a place for you."

In that moment, all the wall that I've been building to protect my heart and trying to be independent person and most strong person ever for all my journey, it just start to melting down and my heart just like cracking open.

I was in a cafe and I just can't really control my tears. It's like pouring down like a waterfall.

Magically, after the cry, the shoulder pain disappeared, like never came back.

The body contains so much stress. It's not only the physical but also emotions…………………tbc

WHY I DO WHAT I DO PART 2

I had this significant experience after a phone call with my mom where I just cried and cried. Afterwards, there was this feeling of just softening in my body. My body just feel like no longer holding them.

I realised there's a lot of emotions carriage, like we carried as a woman or as a man. And especially for woman is all around the abdominal area, around the womb area.It’s why so many of us can develop issues like PMS, which I’ve experienced myself.

For years, I tried different healing modalities, only believing spiritualities and and energy healing is the only way.

But I came to understand that without the body physically being loosened up, opened up with every fascia and every cell, it's really hard for the energies to move through either.

Energy is just the vibrations. If our energy level, vibrations goes low, we do very easily to feel anxious or easy to feel sad.

That’s why it brought me into the journey with sound healing and sound meditation back then. Or more specifically Sound Healing found me not I found it.

That’s also why I created Harmonious Healing Session which could help from mind body and spiritual in all means helping the one who feel can’t see the light to knowing there’s the change and hope in the end of the tunnel. First step is to take care of ourselves…….tbc

Ps.Picture taken was at the Chinese new year special market 2026 for ppl to experience sound massage.

Just catching up for some of the past event sharing. I am trying to improve even slow but getting there !😹

I was honoured to share sound healing meditation at the Winter Solstice the darkest night of the deep winter with a group of women gathering together for the women circle. The event organised by Jessie Sweeney massage & beauty and there’s also yoga and dance freedom hosted by Sage. Yoga leader by .yoga.nat

In the darkest nigh and deep winter I felt really wanna curve up and just rest like a winter bear 🐻

However, I am so glad that chose to show up and surrounded myself with all the like minded women and got the chance to share the space and share my sound medicine with them. Thank you for having me to be at the place of all the things I love.

The number one mistake I see people make is collecting healing practices. They try reiki, then meditation, then another modality. They keep looking for answers outside themselves. I spent about ten years on that path too.

This constant search becomes a distraction. It keeps us from listening to the wisdom our own body holds. We treat our body like a problem needing a new technique to solve it. Our body is truly the source of our answers.

My shift came from learning to ground everything in my body. For women, our bodies hold deep wisdom, tied to our cycles and hormones. Combining spiritual practice with this physical reality helped me find my way back slowly.