Mostly Chaotic

Mostly Chaotic started because of my little sister’s inspiration. 🤍 I’ve had so many things in my mind that I wanted to write about, so many little moments I wanted to share, but life has been moving so fast lately. I come home from office, take a shower, eat, and fall asleep. Somewhere in between all of this, I forgot to make time for myself.

But I think I need to change that now. I need to start doing little things that make me happy again, even if it’s something as simple as having a tub of ice cream after a long day. 🥹🍦

Today, after leaving the office, I suddenly felt like having ice cream. I told Abbu, and without asking anything, he simply said, “Order it.” 🥺 Maybe these little moments are what I need right now. The little things that remind me that I deserve to enjoy my own life too.

So I thought, why not start being active on Mostly Chaotic again with something I genuinely love? Food, little moments, and honest reviews. Maybe this is my tiny step towards making time for myself again. 🤎

Tried two Savoy’s Premium Tubs today, and here’s my honest take! 🍨✨

🍫 Savoy Chocolate Fudge
Rich, creamy, and intensely chocolatey! The fudge flavour has a lovely deep cocoa taste without being overly sweet. Perfect for anyone who loves a proper chocolatey dessert. 9/10 🤎🍫

🍨 Savoy Butterscotch with Cashew Crackles
Creamy and smooth with that classic buttery butterscotch flavour. The cashew crackles add a lovely crunch and make every bite more interesting. A delicious combination of creamy, nutty, and caramel-like flavours. 8.5/10 🍯🥜✨

Maybe it’s just ice cream to someone else, but today it felt like a tiny act of choosing myself. 🤍

Today was supposed to be about my algorithm exam, but everything else took over. 😔

For the past few weeks since Ramadan, I’ve been dealing with really painful acne 😩 deep, swollen lumps that make it hard to even move my face. I kept ignoring it because exams were near.

I went into the exam prepared and started off fine. But about 30 minutes in, I began feeling uncomfortable, then pain, and soon realized my period had started. 😣 My cramps are usually extremely intense, and they kept getting worse. I couldn’t leave easily, so I just had to sit there and endure it. At some point, the exam stopped mattering I was just trying to get through the pain 😰😰

Now I’m lying in bed after taking a painkiller, and I keep thinking… 🛌💊

Usually, I would’ve come out of that exam hall overthinking every mistake, stressing about how it didn’t go as expected. 😓 But today, I didn’t even get the chance to feel bad about the exam. The pain took over everything 🤯 my thoughts, my focus, my emotions.

We fear that one slip, one bad choice, one decision, one mistake, one exam might undo everything we’ve planned. 😟 But maybe it doesn’t. Maybe, in the grand scheme of things, these moments aren’t the end of our story 🫤 just passing scenes. As once wrote, “a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing.” Maybe not nothing but far less than we let it control. ✨

Today made me realize that sometimes it’s not failure that defines our days, but simply the fact that we are human fragile, unpredictable, and still trying our best anyway. 🌙

Charu 🫩

To be iconic, or to be chaotic… why not both? 😈✨
We are made of stories… and a little chaos in between 💅✨

এই পেজটা শুধু কনটেন্ট না… এটা আমাদের গল্প 💫

ছোটবেলা থেকে আমার ইচ্ছা ছিল নাচ শেখার।
কিন্তু জীবন সবসময় নিজের মতো চলে
ফ্যামিলি প্রবলেম, ফিনান্সিয়াল কন্ডিশন
আর সেই একটাই কথা “পড়াশোনাই আসল কাজ।”

খারাপ ছাত্রী ছিলাম না, পড়তেও খারাপ লাগত না।
তবুও মনে হতো আমি আরও কিছু হতে চাই ✨
আমার বোনের গল্পও প্রায় একই।
ও দারুণ গান গায়। আর মজার ব্যাপার হলো, কোনো প্রফেশনাল ট্রেনিং ছাড়াই মোহাম্মদপুর থানার মধ্যে কম্পিটিশনে ২য় হয়েছিল 🎤💖

ট্যালেন্ট ছিল সবসময়
সুযোগটা ছিল না।

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“আবার আসিব ফিরে…” 🌙

Welcome to our chaos ✨
Mostly Chaotic 💖