MakeupBrutalism

It started in 2018. No one was watching. In 2019 algorithm decided to let me be seen, 2020-2021 I had my moments, had beautiful collabs, that was my peak. There was 117,000 people engaging, conversing and supporting me under the posts. But on the other side I got shadowbanned, reported, almost cancelled a million times as well. I was the most bated beauty account out there and I was so proud of it. it was my job at that point, but things changed. I changed too, started to experiment with more conceptual works, which lead to exhibitions across Europe in the last years ... was major fun. But Since 2021 Ive lost 16k followers and the engagement went lower and lower each year. Yeah I know, Im not doing reels or trends, never did, but I wouldn't be comfortable with compromising on my work and that had a price. This year we reached rock bottom engagement wise. My last post was seen by a 1000 accounts. I think Instagram decided its over for me on this platform. IM not done, my brain is full of ideas so have to think about how to continue from here.

The intersection of fitting in and standing out is to belong.

So close yet so far away.

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The digital gaze | Outsourcing decisions | Living as copies of copies | The modern dystopia ✨ I collected a few thoughts once again, let me know if you wanna read it and Im sending the link 🔗

I know. I know. Its just my personal preference: but I already miss summer | ice and fake nail , ice and lipstick bullet |

Little disasters 👌🏻

1, the object 2, the source 3, the curve/ inspiration 4, perfection herself 🤍