Beauty By Toni

Just you, babe. That’s all I ever want, and now I can’t have you.

7 months without you.

This is when I surprised you with a trip to Rome for your birthday, and you surprised me by secretly getting your motorbike licence and giving me a private tour around the city with our tour guide, Marco.

194 Days 💔

I’ll always be lost for words when it comes to losing you, but I won’t ever stop talking about you.
I won’t ever heal or recover from you not being here - 6 months today I saw you for the last time, kissed & hugged you for the last time.

You will always be my soul mate, best “fwend” as we used to say, my super si I will never stop loving you, you was the purest kindest soul. Forever my fiance’

I know you’ve been protecting me every day since, like you did when you was here - I only got 11 days to grieve you, I made you a promise in life and I’ll make sure that promise is kept even in your death.

I will continue to fight for you and will do everything to get you some sort of justice.

We deserve so much more in our next lifetime 🕊️

You can’t even imagine what it’s like to have your own grief stolen from you

karma & Justice are working together

Three years ago today.

The day before your birthday.
The day before you were going to ask me to marry you.

Sometimes I try to imagine what it would be like to see you again.

Not in a dream.
Not in another life.
Just to see you again.

To sit across from you, hear your voice, and tell you everything that happened after you were gone.

To tell you how hard it was to learn to live with your absence.

To tell you that some days I still reach for you without thinking.

To tell you that loving you never stopped.

It never will.

I will love you for eternity.

Even though you didn’t make it to the end of my story, I will always have the corner folded down on your page, because you are still my favourite chapter.

4 months 14 days - 134 days 💔

You went before me, ahead of me… and you’d better be waiting there for me when my time comes. Until then, I carry you with me