Confidence Diary

Every mother has her choice. Let's respect each other. ♥️

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I Honestly thought I had seen everything with childbirth because this was my 4th delivery 😭

But this particular delivery gave me an experience I had never had before.

While I was pushing my baby boy out, I got a téar. I have never experienced that in my previous deliveries, so when the nurse told me that my baby gave me a téar and that I needed to be stitched, I immediately said No 😭

That was one thing I was seriously afraid of.
The doctor came and checked it, He told me that the injûry was too much to leave without stitching, but I still refused.

At some point the doctor even got angry and walked away 😭. My husband had to go and call him back because he knew I actually needed to be stitched.
Eventually the doctor came back and did it.

Let me not lie to you, that pain was not funny at all 😭 and even after delivery, the healing process was another story entirely.
But when I look at my baby boy today, I just say thank God 🙏♥️

I went through the p@in but I came out with another beautiful reason to smile 😊

If you watched Episode 6 today, you already know the story. If you haven't go and watch it 🥺♥️

Mothers who had stitches after delivery, how was your experience? Was the healing worse than the actual delivery? 😭