Alive with purpose

There’s ALWAYS something to be grateful for 💕

Best believe I sure did google that and I can assure you he’s tired from dropping yet another message from the Lord on me 😂🫣 but that’s another video for another time 😳🤨🧐🤔

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When you see me start doing trending reels on here this week …. MIND UR FREAKING BUSINESSSSSS 😂😂🫣 you guys I’m so bored ughhhhhhhhhg

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Well truly was not expecting this this time around around especially because it didn’t happen the first time. My family and I joke because taking it actually gives me the same exact effect when it comes to alertness. Post surgery I’m awake at least 24 hours straight the first surgery was closer to 36 hours until I could get home. I could take it and be awake for days if I wanted to so kinda scary thinking about when I’ll sleep again while this is working its way out of my body. I am ITCHING, sweating so bad there’s no way I couldn’t wash all my bed sheets as soon as Kaisten wakes up. I didn’t realize until I took the picture in the mirror not sure I ate a single thing yesterday besides a few bits of potatoes. No appetite whatsoever. I tossed and turned and tossed and turned for 4 hours. Not the easiest thing with a sore neck. My mind is racing a million miles a minute. I feel like I could run a marathon but also like I’m stuck in this chair at the exact same time. I could definitely call in another order my neck is definitely sore and tight BUT it’s bearable and if I’m not taking Tylenol to take the pain away bc I don’t want THAT in my body surely I cannot call in another prescription. Which would be my absolute best advice to you if you happen to need the same scar as I do ❤️ don’t take advantage because they work so well. Give yourself a few days and kick it to the curb even if you have to fight through some soreness and tension for a few days. It’s completely doable and hopefully this message helps somebody or can offer a different perspective.

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Of course a little humor in the chaos 😂🫣 plus I haven’t bragged about hubs yet on here. My rock as always getting through this recovery keeping up with the kids, the gardens, the chickens, &&&&& those bills that keep coming every month 😂🫡 anyone else say love you by flicking their husband off too or is that just me? He gets me 🫡💕

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Now my surgeon absolutely helped save my life howeveeeeerrrrrrr everyone else I had to meet prior to him HAD to have got their degree from ChatGPT. It’s scary yall like fr 🥴 my best advice from somebody who has been through the wringer with our medical system since she was 19 get multiple opinions!!!!

How could I miss my girls day?!😂🫶🏼💕

**kcancer

Never in a million years did I think this man would become somebody that I’ll never forget even when I’m 90. Do you ever meet someone and they just leave that long lasting beautiful impression on you? I will never forget his care, his advice, his tough love even though I was a stranger, his own cancer experiences he’s shared with me, all of it. Thank you for Dr. Mila’s for sticking through all of this with me ❤️ if you live within 6 hours of him I would absolutely recommend traveling to see him. He is incredible

Signed - from a girl who dislikes hospitals and doctors so much she gave birth twice at home 💋💕

**kcancer

Control control control control - Lord I give it all to YOU! I don’t want it ❤️ in Jesus name 🙏🏼🫡