Mind Ventilation

Anonymous writer: Love is a fickle friend of mine. But lately, I feel like love is more of an enemy. I've had and lost love a thousand times, but never like the last time. I want to find that love again. But at the same time, I don't want it to leave again. It changed me...losing that love. It's changed me into something so bittersweet....like I'm the sweetest person, just rough around the edges. I'll get close to someone then ghost them...afraid to be that close...afraid to gain then lose that feeling again. Afraid to have my happiness ripped from me again. Valentine's Day is almost here and I'm alone. I'm dreading that day...seeing all the couples holding hands, being all in love... Especially the older couples who've been together 20+ years. I'm jealous bc I've felt that love before and I want it back. But anything given can be taken away. I guess I'm too broken to love. Nobody can love me the way I love. I still love those who have left. My love is unconditional. I just wish someone could love me the same way.

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Anonymous writer: I think I'm at my breaking point. I try to stay positive. I go to work, come home, take care of the kids...I don't go out, like ever. I don't do drugs or drink. I always help others when I can. I show respect when it's due. I appreciate what I have while working for and to be better. But yet, I'm not happy. When I'm home, I have a house full of people, but I'm alone. Nobody to really open up to, nobody to hold me... I'm not treated the way I treat people. I'm overworked and have nothing to show for it. I just work to pay bills. Nothing extra just to have nice things for me or my kids, or to be able to take the family out to eat, or to finally go on a family vacation. My kids have never been on a real vacation. I feel like no matter what I do, I'm failing them...I'm failing at life in general. I don't want to hurt myself of anything...this isn't a suicidal post. I just wish that things would finally turn around. I don't care about being rich and loving the life...I just want to be able to not worry about if the bills are gonna get paid paid, or if we'll eat today. It's very frustrating.

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