Troopers at Large

Day 15 Sickle Cell Awareness Month One minute we fine or appear to be fine next it's a disaster we done either overdid it or did nothing at all stuff did sorry for the space in my post I try everyday but even we need a break yesterday this was my reality but im ok be back tomorrow with more education for you guys be blessed

Just saying

When you date me just know that my daddy taught me well JS

RAW EMOTION MOMENT

Sometimes I have to calm myself down let me tell you, I've been through so much and if you haven't sat next to your favorite person while they are taking their last breath you have to live with this the rest of your life, every day, man….. Every day that does something to you. To watch them go from you two laughing to silent that's a hurt I never want anyone to feel you have to go on how when your entire world went silent but somehow you are in a meltdown. No one sees the tears the reliving of this thing every day of your life. The only thing that's holding me together is God because I somehow know that He doesn't make mistakes I'll will never know why neither will I understand the why for five years was angry at God because I was like how can a loving God just rip a hole in me that was already broken because he also took my father not even a month before…… I can't even finish post everybody have a great day right now I have to know that im safe in the hand of God it's okay to not be ok

The Devil couldn’t have me so he put me on the front row of a funeral I will never recover from