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Thank you for your nourishing energy!

Our Morning so far .restfest with the Zen Zone powered by !

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Foe showing up and sharing in this special day!

This is the quote I shared in my last class at Hot House.
I didn’t know then that I was speaking a spell over my own life.

I didn’t know it would be my last class.

Surrendering to softness showed me where I had been armoring up…
where I was showing up despite my need to rest,
where I was performing instead of being held.

I was pouring into spaces that could no longer hold me.
And when I stopped… it was felt.

Not for who I am, but for the role I was playing.

That was my clarity.

My Jupiter is in Cancer, so my expansion is tied to home, safety, and belonging.
When Jupiter went direct, it showed me where “home” no longer felt like home.

I’ve spent the last year creating safety within myself.
So when spaces didn’t align… it wasn’t subtle. It was loud.
I chose community over myself more times than I can count.

I gave, even when I was depleted.

And when I finally chose me… it all disappeared just as quickly.
That told me everything I needed to know.

What was once a safe space…
no longer feels aligned with what I was taught within those walls.

Over the past few months, I’ve experienced what I can only describe as moral injury.

As a Black woman, as a woman, as a human being… I will not stay where I and my peers are not safe, seen, and respected.

I no longer allow myself to be harmed in the name of love or “community.”

Yoga brought me back to myself.
It gave me clarity… and the courage to choose differently.

This is bittersweet.
So much love. So many memories. So many meaningful connections.

But alignment requires honesty and speaking truth.

And I am choosing a life that feels like softness, safety, and truth.