Live More Ethical Beauty

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This thing got so big, so fast, it went from a single bed to a multimillion dollar, national entity in a blink. Its destroying me. I think it would destroy any single person on a long enough timeline (and/or turn them into a c**t), and I got too many therapy resistant pathologies getting in the way.

The skillset of a passionate zappy girl and a ceo business as***le have basically zero overlap. Anyone who has been following this project for not-very-long can see that I do not enjoy the work.

But like, the picture behind the scenes is even worse than that.

It has well and truly hollowed me out and hardened me and made me so irritable and unloving. Its a life of 24/7 emotional guarding, ceaseless decision fatigue and conflict, and I am very much a live and let live, default to Flight response kinda chick. I have been having near daily, severe panic attacks since Feburary, and I was already real sad enough before that. But nowadays I feel downright inhuman.

Im tired of waking up and panicking when I realise I have to check my phone.


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1) No matter how kind a person's intentions may be, the reality of managing a business, or managing staff, or serving the public - there is always conflict. There is always conflict resolution. There is always conflict not-resolution. And I am just not cut out for any of it. Winning feels guilty; losing feels powerless; compromise feels like both. At times I get overwhelmed and run away; which also feels s**t.

2) No matter how philanthropic a person's intentions may be. Theres always more people who could use help than there is help to give. I carry this really unhelpful internal conflict that I cant find tools to soothe.  "Even if you donate to feed a thousand people a day - closing the door on person 1001 hurts more than any the good vibes can offset." I'm always exposed to sads. My heart says we shouldbeslaying dragons 🙂‍↔️

3) I feel super isolated. People who were my friends have started treating me differently. People expect me to be a certain way that I'm not. I get quite a lot of really nice messages from people saying I have been inspirational to them, which is weird and cool. But i

Live More: 1.0.1.0 Patch Notes

Hello to all my lovely friends, sisters, patients and that one cishet guy whose name starts with a B.

I just wanted to let everyone know how things are developing with our services. I felt this was important for everyone to know

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