Ruqiya.SF

Jummah Mubarak ❤
Dear baby boy, my Ali, my sheer (loin),
You are finally 2 weeks old and I am so sorry you have had to face so so much thus far. We don't even have a proper picture of you yet.
This Jummah as you head out for Friday prayers, I bed of you to say a prayer for my little champion who is struggling every day for the past week to fight this RSV Virus and the fuild in his lungs. Every second of the past 7 days I have watched my little boy gasping for a breathe while I helplessly keep praying for him in the ICU.
We have absolutely no idea when we go home or even when he can come out of the ICU.. but baby boy you take as long as you want but please please start healing.. mom and dad and everyone praying is right here for you 🤲..
Please not only this Jummah prayer but everyday remember my fighter in your prayers. Please share this if neccessary.
Happy 2 weeks Ali.. we will make it thru this together ❤

~ Tere bina main adhura lafz hoon ❤~
2015 Fall 🍁🍂
Fall is a prime example of how beautiful change can be. Change can come as a good or a bad part of life but the key is embracing it all and learning to grow with it. Every relationship goes thru the same! The happy couple just lost in love may make you wish or think "I hope I find someone like them 😍" but the amount of work and battles that they fought together in the past 6 to 7 years of marriage is never showcased. What we SHOULD be saying is "I hope I find the -strenght and sabr- to make it work like they did!"
Embrace change guys instead of taking it negatively. Its easier said then done but do not give up ❤

-ITS BEEN A WHILE!!-
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I have truely been so MIA since my daughters birthday that I did not even realize how fast time went by.
I was not feeling the best and thing became pretty crazy at home. Then came Eid and now we are moving and I am still sick thru all of this and my daughter has surgery a week after we move into our new place. The scariest moment that had been building up since she was born is finally here. My little fighter has a big battle to fight in a few weeks and Inn Shaa Allah she will do amazinngg ❤
But all in all it really showed me who stood there by my side instead of just using their words only. I am grateful to my family friends who did not let me realize that my parents are not close. I truely understand the meaning of people actually sticking out to come over to check-in with you instead of just saying empty words.
I am forever grateful. I am hoping to resume normal activities soon and Inn Shaa Allah!!
Until then think about all those people who never left their words empty geniunely and lets send a little prayer to those people in your lives!! And i definetly do not want to leave a negative impact but people need to be recognized for there help and love and this is my gratitude for them ❤❤

Henna applied by me after a long time 😊 I think it turned out okay? What do you think?

Eid ul Fitr 2019 🌙❤

*Maa Shaa Allah*🧿
This man here.. Mr.Faizan … the most strongest and the most gentle man I know.
He found me at my worst.. when the whole world doubted me and pointed fingers at me.. the time where i believed that the only person who understood me was my Lord.. He sent me Faizan.
He picked up the broken pieces of me that HE did not shatter and bindly put me together as a whole. He brought best version of my and made me discover unconditional love.
I do not really post much about US because I am a big believer in the evil eye but with Faizan away from me and the kids for Iteqaafh all I can think about is how much we have grown TOGETHER Alhumdulillah. He did not move ahead without moving me with him and vise versa.. and I am so blessed to have a life partner who I can rpoudly say that we grew together as people in life.
He proved me to me that we make plans but Allah is the best planner. I do not know what my life without Faizan would be right but I am sooo grateful for him and that my son has an amazing father’s shoes to grow into or to create his own.
May Allah, my Lord accept the Ibadaah of my husband and double his rewards.
P.s. i love you Faizan and miss you terribly with every breath.❤❤

Look deep into her eyes.. shes fought great battles and still bloomed.. shes turned her scars into lessons and blossomed in every season.

Don't let anything hold you back because only you know how strong yoh can be ❤

Keto Chicken 65 with Spinach!!!

Dear Omar && Aiza,
The world changed when i became a mother,
I tried to prepare for this massive shift,
And I thought I was ready,
But when we finally met..
Time stood still and every emotion became maginified.
I felt powerful.
I felt raw.
I felt fragile.
And more alive than before.
I gaied something
I never knew was missing.
I was connected.
To the mothers before and along side me..
Like never before
My prespective shifted &&
I realized I am made of the right stuff,
The world changed when I became a mother.
I changed when I became a mother
And theres no going back to who i was before. ❤