Sarah Denise is the Tenderizer - Yamuna Body Rolling

An accurate description of the narcissister that was in my life until her cruel behaviour was the end of my Mother.
Then, the rest of us had had enough.

After a lifetime of my Mom, Dad, brother and then my partner doing everything for her because she was completely abusive to my parents and because if my partner and I didn't help her she would just force my parents to.

I wish I would've stood up to her sooner.

She has always been ungrateful.

My Dad ended up in the hospital with heat stroke because he was cleaning her house while she did nothing.

My Dad showed me all of the receipts he kept of all the times they had to rescue her from her bad behaviour. My parents had to go to court because she sold the appliances in their condo before it sold. She trashed her apartment and
Mom wrote the cheque. She expected them to be accountable for her actions.

She crashed a work van, and they paid.

She would make them pay for her to take course or pyramid schemes ; accounting, primerica, massage school, etc. She never finished anything. She was completely dependent on my parents for things that should never have been their responsibility.
A parasite. A leech.

This is why we need to say no to people like this. And, when they rage and bully.... we still say no. Ask them to leave if they behave awful. Call the police if they are violent.

They are always testing boundaries.

Show them you are not enabling their abuse or dependency anymore.

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The human part of me really wants to have human friends and healthy loving relationships with my family.
The soul part of me wants every moment of my life to be a spiritual experience✨

The soul part of me just wants to sit with trees, meditate in the sun and connect with my soul guidance and guardians...

The soul part of me is not willing to compromise values and self-respect.

The human part of me has had to get on board and practice boundaries.

I read somewhere that people pleasing is low key actually actually manipulating someone to like you.

I think a lot of it comes from childhood wounds and wanting to be a 'nice' person.

I have been working for decades to heal my own crap, & to allow in new perspectives so I can see the world without my wounds clouding everything.

I have a tendency to put ppl on a pedestal... even when not reciprocated.

I think it's ok to admit if you don't think you are 'liked' or valued and move on. It is easy to make excuses and gaslight yourself into tolerating cruelty and enabling bullying.

But you know.

You clocked every single time that they said or did something that wasn't in alignment with how you choose to treat others.
Something that was cruel and hit a hell of a lot deeper than something that could be passed off as a joke.

You know in your heart if someone has no respect for you.

And it's ok if you choose not to want to spend time with people who feel that way.

Spend time with the people who light you up.

It is okay to want to authentically connect to other humans.

We all deserve that kind of real connection...

Remember that you are an amazing wonderful human and it's important to take time to get to know yourself.

If you don't shine as your own authentic light in the world...
then how can your true people find you?

💕Sarah Denise

my soul wants to turn everything into a spiritual experience

the human part wants to savour the simple moments of my life.

i say,

do both!

do it all!!!

Sarah Denise the Tenderizer

Angel Number 282
is a message from your Divine Angels to get ready for wealth and blessings to be flowing steadily into your life.
This is entirely because of you.
All of the work you have done to heal the past and to manifest the future your heart desires.
Keep being persistent in holding a positive attitude, believing in yourself, and visualizing your dream life.

Your Divine Angel Guides & Guardians want to applaud you for your good work and want you to allow miracles to happen in your life.

The wait is over.

The time is now.

Time to show the world who you really are.

Show up as your authentic self and watch your blessings grow. It is all connected.

Today is the first day of a new timeline...Where everything is being orchestrated in your divine favour.

Claim it!!!