Laura creative touch

Happy heavenly 45th birthday my darling 💙✨ birthday.

Today is your birthday.
Instead of wrapping presents…lighting candles and singing happy birthday and spoiling you rotten we have no choice but to find other ways to celebrate you today💙✨

No surprise visits. No chance to watch your eyes light up as we smother you in love. I miss you, in ways that don’t always have words. In silences & In spaces where our laughter should be and
In all the birthdays we will never get to share as a family of four 💙✨

But today we remember you In the love we carry and the stories we tell. To remember you, your life and the legacy you left behind and all the birthdays we shared together… 🥂💫

So happy birthday my darling we love & miss you more than any words can ever explain

Forever proud & Forever grateful for you 💙💫

3 years has gone by and I’m not sure how that happened..💙💔
Never a day for celebration but always a day to acknowledge the amazing person you were✨

1095 days have passed since you left this earth and not a single day has gone by that I haven’t thought about you, we are still adjusting to our family as a 3, still adjusting to life without you, still having easier days than others, still missing you in everything that we do.

We don’t get married..start families, thinking we need to organise a plan B if it doesn’t work out or doesn’t go to plan or god forbid, if one of you dies way before your time💔no one plans for these life changing curveballs… I’ve learned it’s ok to take whatever time you need to process and whatever works for you is ok.

What I have come to realise is that these feelings will never go, they will stay with us forever and at the start of this journey the fear of that was terrifying, you want to see an end…you don’t want to feel this weight of grief and sadness day in day out, it’s such a heavy load to carry around and takes everything in you to be able to cope with it.

So Now I have chosen to view grief completely differently, instead of trying to fight it I embrace it because if I feel what I feel then how lucky were we to have a love like ours 💗💙
How lucky are we that we created our little family ✨
How lucky are we to have such special memories that will never fade and will be shared throughout the rest of our lives ✨
How lucky are we that we built a life that we will Cherish forever ✨

All these things and everything inbetween I will miss forever but I will forever be thankful of us💗💙

So going into 2026 I’m embracing the pain embracing the sadness, love & happiness and every feeling that comes alongside this thing they call ‘Grief’
Because ultimately these feelings that we feel all come down to loving that one person that We miss so much. 🥰


So thank you Andy for choosing me to do life with and thank you for showing me what true love really is💙💗

Keep shining bright our real life guardian angel # # # # # #

Happy 19th birthday my darling…💗✨
Forever loved… forever proud… forever grateful
We love you so much # #

It’s a wrap 🎉🎉 last one for results and you both smashed it… family celebrations…
Proud of you both and all your hard work..✨

Never give up chasing your dreams my darling…

As parents we are always proud of our children but days like these just hit that bit deeper..

We love you forever
💗💙

Prom 2025 with your besties 💗✨
Beautiful girls inside & out… the best friends isla could wish for.

You’ve made some of the best memories altogether and heres to a lifetime of more 🥰

Forever proud of you Isla Rose we love you to the moon & back # #

Happy birthday my darling 💙✨ we always love to celebrate you but wish with everything that we have that you were here with us.
Everyone’s journey with loss and grief is different, losing you way before your time and being robbed of a life that you so wanted to live will NEVER be something I will be at peace with. You deserved to be by your beautiful daughters sides as they grow up and achieve their dreams ✨💗
These days never get easier the pain never changes and the weight of grief will never leave. Learning to live alongside this grief is one of the hardest challenges we have ever gone through. Losing the only person who truly knew the real you, the other half of you.
Having to smile whilst wanting to cry, having to look to the future without you there, celebrating our children’s achievements with so much pride yet so much pain, having fear but wanting to make you proud, being a parent without your support, making big life decisions and wondering what you would do? Living with 3 peoples grief, andys, mine and the girls.
You live whilst you have fallen out of love for life.
Losing you…but losing myself alongside it, setting boundaries that I never thought I’d need for my peace, learning a whole new version of me that I never knew existed until you left this earth💔

Never underestimate someone’s grief, they are fighting daily battles that they have learnt to smile through, Its so much easier to say you’re ok than unravelling layers of your pain and grief with someone that is trying to understand a journey they have never been on, talking is healing and healing leads to happiness. If you have read this and can’t understand it, think yourself incredibly lucky. If you’ve read this and feel every word, im so sorry for your loss. Forever proud of you Andy and our biggest achievements in life Freya & Isla.
Through our darkest time You taught us to be strong, brave, loyal and to support and protect each other like nothing else. We love you forever and will continue to make you the proudest # # #

Drinks in London is always a good idea, especially when the sun is shining ☀️🍸

How did we get here so fast 💗🥂18 years of loving you has gone by too fast..you were the first one to make me and your dad parents, you taught us how to love cherish and protect. You have taught us more things than you will ever know. We are so proud of the young woman you have grown into, you have the sweetest soul and the purest heart, you continue to amaze me with your strength and determination.The world is your oyster so grab it with both hands and reach for the stars ✨ we are here for a good time not a long time my darling, we love you forever and always 💗💙
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MY DARLING 🥂✨💗
Heavenly birthday kisses from your real life guardian angel 💙💫