love with lies

And the worst part? They never tell you when they lose interest. It just happens. One day, you wake up and realize they're pulling away. Fewer texts. One-word replies. Hours or sometimes days before they respond. Then suddenly, you're not a priority anymore. They'll say that they've been busy. That work has been crazy. They'll apologize for not getting back, but the apology will feel empty. More like a reflex. I mean, they know exactly what they're doing. But they'll still do it again the next day. And the day after that. They won't tell you that they've had a change of heart. They won't say that they no longer want what you both had. And that's what stays with you. Not the silence. Not the distance. It's the way they leave you in the dark, hoping that maybe it really is work. Or stress. Or life. All while knowing that they've already made up their mind. They've already said their goodbyes. Just not to you.

~author unknown

" HINDI NA AKO BABALIK "

Sapat na ’yong mga araw
na mas pinili kong manatili kahit
masyadong mahirap at masakit..

Sapat na ’yong mga sandaling
hinayaan kitang saktan at durugin
ako para lang sana hindi tayo dumating
sa puntong kailangan nating magkalayo.

Siguro, sapat na ’yong paulit-ulit
na pagpapatawad at pagtanggap
para mapagod ang puso at hayaang
sa ganitong paraan na lang tayo
magtatapos at magkakalayo...

Sapat na siguro na paulit ulit kita
inuunawa at pinatatawad
kahit nasasaktan mo na ako..

Ito na ang tamang araw ng pagpapaalam
tinanggap ko na hanggang dto nalang..
Minahal kita ng higit pa sa buhay ko tandaan mo yan..ang kaso nga lang
"Hindi mo ako pinahalagahan "🙏🙏🙏

"I will never forget that night nung nalaman ko na i was betrayed and cheated, while the only thing i did was to love with a pure and genuine heart."

May mga pangyayari na hindi mo Pwede I share s family mo..
Kase ayaw mo mg worry cla...
Ayaw mo din I share s mga kaibigan. Mo
Kase ayaw mo. My masabi cla
You don't have any choice
To fixed it by your self..
Only god knows what I feel 😢

Nobody knows how much I suffered this year.
I almost gave up and almost lost myself because I was hurting a lot. Nobody really knows how many times I pulled myself together just to survive this year, I am so proud of myself for being here. I’ve learned that I am a strong person. I also learned to forgive myself for letting myself settle for less than what I truly deserved. This may be the most painful year for me, but at least I survived and learned a lot. 🥺🫶🏻

"Silent Give-up"
Ito yung pagsuko ng dahan dahan. Ito yung pagtalikod ng wala ng lingunan. Yung kayo pa pero unti-unti mo ng kinakalimutan yung nararamdaman mo sa kanya. Yung kayo pa pero kailangan mo ng gumising araw-araw na parang wala na, na dapat masanay ka na at di mo na dapat siya namimiss, di mo na siya kukulitin kapag di na siya nagre-reply. Yung Good morning na lang sa umaga at Good night text na lang sa gabi. Ito ay di dahil nagsasawa ka na, hindi dahil nakahanap ka na ng iba. Ito kasi yung pagpapaalam sa taong mahal mo na hindi na ganun kalalim ang pagmamahal sayo. Yung hindi na ikaw ang naiisip o naaalala sa umaga at gabi. Yung hinihintay ka na lang niya na mapagod ka para maging dahilan upang iwanan mo na siya. Yung taong mahal mo na kahit kayo pa eh pinapangiti na ng iba. Yung naiinis na siya kapag mood swing ka, yung long text messages na halos shortcut na lang. Yung hindi ka na niya inaaya na magkita kayo, yung hindi na siya nagseselos at nag aalala. Ito yung pagpapaalam na mas masakit pa sa actual break-ups kasi unti-unting sumasaksak sa puso mo yung sakit. Yung hindi mo naman kagustuhang bumitaw kasi gusto mo pang subukan na baka mag work out ulit pero unti-unti na s'yang nawawala sayo.
Nakaka baliw 'di ba? Pero wala kang ibang magawa kundi umasang meron pa, na mahal ka pa niya. Hanggang sa isang araw sasabihin na lang niya sayo "Im sorry." Mahal mo pa siya pero wala na talaga. 😞

Ctto.

Sabi niya, "Kailan kaya ako makalalaya sa sitwasyong hindi ko deserve?"
Ano ka ba? Edi bitawan mo. Iwan mo kung alam mong enough na, kung alam mong binigay at ginawa mo naman na ang lahat. Hindi man ganoon kadali pero para sa sarili mo, sa peace mo, at sa mental health mo na patuloy na nasisira. Tatanungin pa sa sarili kung kailan. Minsan, ikaw lang din naman ang problema e. Sarili mo, kasi kumakapit ka pa sa pag-asang "MAY MAGBABAGO", sa salitang "MAHAL KO KASI 'YON", at "HINDI KO KAYA", kahit wala nang magbabago. Hindi ka naman na mahal, wala nang respeto. Hindi mo naman matatanong iyan sa sarili mo at hindi mangyayari iyan KUNG SA UMPISA PA LANG ALAM MO ANG WORTH MO.

IKAW MISMO, ang sarili mo lang ang magpapalaya sa'yo sa sitwasyong hindi mo deserve. Hindi ang magulang mo, pamilya mo o kaibigan mo. Nasa sa'yo, ikaw mismo.

🤍🤍🤍

One day you will meet someone who will understand your story and protect you because they don't want you to suffer the same pain again. ❤️

Wag mong hanapin s iba
Ang kakulangan NG partner mo
Maybe hndi xa perpekto.
Pero sya yung nandyan
Nung panahon na kailangan mo
NG Isang tao na sasandalan....

Wag mong ipagpalit yung taong
Nagtiyaga at nagtiis sa lahat
NG sakit na ibinigay mo
Matuto tayong makontento..

"Words can be deceiving, but the intent behind them holds the true meaning. When our loved ones lash out in frustration or pain, it's easy to get caught up in the hurtful words. But let's remember, their hearts are speaking louder than their words.
Don't let temporary anger break permanent bonds. Let's choose understanding and forgiveness because, in the end, relationships are what truly matter."

Sobrang hirap na after you gave
Everything to someone you love
But he/she still broke you into the pieces..

Sobrang dali magcheat pero naisip nio b..
Na hindi lahat pare pareho NG ugali
Pano kung yung taong sinasaktan mo
Is yung the best for you..

Before you cheat
Think 10x before you do it...
Dahil hndi lahat kaya magpatawad..
Sad but it's reality 😔

Don't break someone
Be good to everyone 🖤🖤🖤

Madaling magpatawad
Pero hndi nakakalimot...