Novella

Dash: "Beloved Son And Friend" 1997-2014

Eulogy:
"Today we are gathered here to mourn
at the loss of a friend, Don.
there is only little i can say about him.
I found a letter that he wrote a few weeks
before he passed because he said
that he was leaving. The letter was addressed to
my mother and to his friends.
the letter says,

Mother, I have been thinking lately.
things that can change the world,
but it is impossible.
growing up in your care was such a delight.
Learning new things and going to school
but now i have grown. dont be sad if i am no longer
with you.
And to you my friends, all i need to know is that
you are happy for me.
seeing the crying faces will destroy my soul
because i know that only i have caused that much
sadness. be happy for me.

I wasnt that close to him even though i was his sister
but that does not mean that i dont miss him.
that annoying little brother is gone."

Family Bonding

This is an activity that i seldom experience
for my parents are always busy

My family only gathers on occasions
christmas, newyear, and other festivities during the year
every month we go out for only once or twice

Although my family does not bond alot
I still respect them
because thay are still my family
no matter what happens
that will never change
everyday i am home
i bond with my father
looking after him while he is sick
and other similar stuff like that

For me family bonding is not measured by
the trips that you have spent together
but by the strength of the bond with which you share
with one another

Family
(i have no complete family pictures so i searched on the net instead)

VE assignment

*Pacomment n lng kelangan e XD*

Questions about myself and my life:

I'm someone who seldom asks these kind of questions
but if i am to ask them now
i would say that i am who i am
i'm not one who would complain about my family
for others do not even have one
I'm not one who would complain about my life
for others have died younger than I
and for this, people seem to criticize me
but who are they to do that.

you cant ask me to be like them and to be me
at the same time
you cant mold me to be someone else
and not expect something worse

This is the kind of life i live in

"life"

the word itself is self explanatory

"Life is a characteristic that distinguishes objects that
have signaling and self-sustaining processes
from those that do not"

From my experience,
life is a wall with 10 hands
hands that will beat the hell out of you
I have always thought that the problems life gives you
is meant only for you, until now.
that belief was immediately changed when i was watching
a person close to me slowly dies.
before that person died, she imparted me with a task
a task life gave her
which she did not have the strength to finish
That was when i realized that "life"
is meant to be shared together

Life keeps going on
it does not wait for you to get back up on your feet
it does not give you any breaks to catch up
you must grab your "life" and live it to the fullest

for me "life" is not the measure of how much time
you have spent on this earth
but by the seconds, the minuets, the hours and the days
that you have lived your "life" to the fullest
and continue to do so

For now, I will take whatever s #@* life gives me
and cultivate the strength to throw it back
i have no doubts who i am
Do you?

Bucket List

1.)To become stronger to protect everyone i care about.
2.)To see a sunset on a beach
3.)To have and train my own dog
4.)To overcome my fear of heights
5.)To improve my studies.
6.)To complete college in MCL.
7.)To become more responsible
8.)To see the blue dragon mollusk
9.)To touch the fur of a tiger
10.)To create my first song
11.)Lose wight and gain muscles
12.)Never play computer twice a week
13.)Dance with someone i like
14.)Get a drivers license
15.)Make a floating lantern and release it into the night

poem of 3 reflections

Who am I if you will ask
Just another person stuck in a flask
Waiting for the people to define myself
But if they cannot, I would be lost
Lost in the trails in the path called Life
The path that can't define "who am I"
To discover who I am
Or, who I want to be
To shield me from responsibility
I strive so hard to know myself
That wears a mask to be someone else
My thoughts and feelings all confused
Skin and flesh that is wrecked and blue
To become someone else
That is accepted by you
Someone special and unique
To find myself
Is what i truly seek
To be courageous, confident and smart
Not quiet, shy and scared
To have confidence to show who I am
Instead of fearing criticism
To change who I really was
Or to change who i want to be
To be myself
Instead of someone else
Now I step forward to bring about my "self"
To relieve me of my doubts and fears
I will bring down my demons and take off my masks
To bring about myself and to make things clear
My purpose, my resolve
Is to be myself so everyone can see
The person inside of my
That will make a difference in this glorious world
So if you ask me who i am
I only have one response
I AM ME!