muchlovejhamella ahmierha

Goodboy❤️

You brought me back to the time when I was fixing myself. You heled me feel the parts of my heart that had been silent for a long time. You made me feel the love I had been looking for a long time. I thought you were my rest, the beginning of healing. But in the end, the woud you left was heavier than all the pain I had gone through before. Now, I carry not only memories but trauma that is harder to erase, and a heart that has learned to be careful instead of loving. Everyday I tell myself that I can do this, I can always handle all the pressure, fatigue, and problems alone. But there are still moments when I feel so heavy. At those times, all I want is for someone to hug me and say..... "" I'am not alone.."" Someone who truly cares and knows how to listen🥺. Sometimes when I'm alone I ask myself.... """ What if I fall in love Again!!???..""" But whenever someone confesses to me I avoid because I'm scared to fall in love again. Because everytime I open my heart it feeks like I end uo getting hurt. And I've had enough expiriences with men who are failures and not treated well. It always seems like people only use me knowing I'm compassionate and willing to give, mybe I was just born to love not be loved in return. And maybe the reason why some people are scared to love again is because, in this generation it's rare to find genuine people who really mean everything they've said and done. We are afraid to be abandoned again by someone to whom we give our whole trust and love. And in the end, just leave you hanging and with many questions unanswered. Free your self "" JHOANNA""... Don't lock yourself in relastionship that you knowing is going nowhere.....🥺😮‍💨 Because if you don't do that, you will continue to be hurt. Be strong enough to face the reality. Free youself from the pain, don't cling to the hope that you can still fix it because the truth is, it can't. You are the only one holding on while he has been letting go for a long time. It"s a paintful truth but you have to accept it🥺😔💚❤️..
God,....🥺 when the time comes for me to forget to fight, remind me that I must continue. Remind me of the reason why I need to stand up for myself, remind me that you alone have the right to everything I have. Don't abandon me God...... For the sake of my Children🙏❤️😔 heal me God , embrace me for all the wouds in my heart❤️💚🙏 Amen

_" To God Be The Glory "_

"_Much💚love💚jhoanna_"