Ridge Reco

🙌🍀👫 I think
one of the most important things
in a relationship is having a partner who's truly considerate, someone who understands your perspective, cares about how you feel, especially during hard times, and creates a space where you both feel safe .

Become addicted to Casino and online gamble

The story:

It was just my first time to play Casino with my Bf
At first nanghihinayang pa ako sa pera, parang Ang sakit sakit kapag natalo mo yung 5000 palang, I only watch my bf play kase takot ako matalo yung pera niya
Hindi ko alam kung panalo na ba siya noon basta we go back home at nag withdraw ng 80,000 masaya kase para sayo malaking pera na yun. I thought my life in casino will stop in there.

Not until my bf call me he say come to casino quick nung nalaman ko na nag casino siya I was so angry kase baka natalo lahat ng pera niya at Baka wala na Kaming pera na matira or wala na siyang pang gastos sa pang araw araw, but he surprised me he win 1 million that time, I was so happy and encouraged to play at the casino nung naglaro ako masaya pala nakakaaliw yung ilaw as in Dimo namamalayan yung oras kase Sobrang Gaganda talaga ng machine at nakakawala talaga siya ng stress pag nasa loob ka, that day naranasan ko matulog sa manahaling Hotel and naka Bili pa ng brand new phone iPhone 16 promax until the next day, we went out para umuwi na pero nasabit Kami ulit sa casino, and again he won 1 million again, so sa Sobrang saya Hindi ko namamalayan na naaaliw na pala ako masyado sa casino, parang gusto ko din manalo gusto ko maging millionaire din.
Sobrang saya ko nun kase may pera nanaman Kami Ang saya saya.

My bf give me 500,000 total in cash 200,000 for me and 300,000 for the house, at first I give the 400k to my dad at yung 100k ay nasakin, my bf told me he play in casino again And he lost money i was so sad that day and I was thinking that what if I play in casino so
Sabi ko sa bf ko matutulog na ako, but I run away to gamble in casino when I first play alone I win 100,000 and I ask my boyfriend to come I said I get back his money lost. Instead mag stop at umuwi naglaro parin Kami until muntik ng maubos Ang panalo namin, still feel bad parang Hindi padin dapat na ganun lang yung panalo ko, parang sa utak ko I want more winnings
And my bf told me that stop playing casino I only say “okay okay I won’t again” starting that day parang minumulto ako ng casino my mind also think about winning, yung greediness at gustong gusto ko manalo pati sa pag tulog ko napapanaginipan ko casino 🎰 Hindi ako makatulog ng maayos kase laging pumapasok sa utak ko yung mga machine, akala ko ma cocontrol ko yung sarili ko

And then the next day again nakipag away ako sa bf ko at Ang sabi ko matutulog ulit ako I went out again to casino my money was 90k that time grabi yung pag ka greedy ko, Talagang gustong gusto ko manalo, Kaya nag laro ulit ako nanalo ulit ako pero this time Hindi Kona pinapunta sa bf, I win 60k that time and nakipag meet nalang ako sa kanya sa hotpot to eat dinner I feel so tired and sleepy this day, until we talk at night and I confessed I went to casino to play but I win, and then he said again stop playing casino don’t gamble anymore , I said yes okay again. Then I promise I won’t go gamble again. But when we talk about it I say we eat near in casino tapos nung nandun na Kami natukso nanaman Kami I said let’s go play at first I won but my bf lost his money almost 200k and I almost lost my 100k too so we went to another casino to cash out his money and play again in there and lost 150k sadly nangako na akong Hindi na mag susugal ulit at ayaw Kona ulitin ulit

Until the next day I ask dad that I need the money 100k so dad give me the 100k and I go directly to casino I bring 200k that day and I play and I lost 100k then I transfer to another casino to play but still loose the half so my money left is 50,000 my bf didn’t know it, tinago ko sa kanya lahat lahat ng kasinungalingan ginawa Kona. And he told me to stop gambling para bang nakikinig lang ako at pinapalabas ko sa kabilang tenga lahat. Kase andun padin yung pagiging greedy ko sa pera gusto Kong makabawi gusto Kong bumawi, Hindi na ako pinapatulog halos gabi gabi ko iniisip yung casino. Para akong tinatawag lagi ng sugal Kaya sabi ko last na pag Hindi padin nanalo Ayaw Kona

Kaya kahit 50k nalang yung pera ko I went out to casino at nagbakasakali na manalo ako, pero ganun padin talo padin ako then I ask dad to transfer 50k in my bank account sabi ko kailangan namin ng bf ko kahit yung bf ko wala namang kaalam alam sa lahat not until I lost it all and Ang. Natirang pera nalang Kay dad is 150k. Bumuhos na yung emotion ko lahat ng pag sisisi para akong mababaliw Hindi na ako makatulog para na akong masisiraan ng bait.

Until nag open up ako sa bf ko na kunti nalang yung pera I thought he will broke up with me, but he only say “now you know the lesson, I hope magsilbing aral sayo to stop gambling “ pinasok ko sa utak ko lahat ng yun. And I make promise to my self to stop gamble stop gamble.

Akala ko natatapos na dun lahat, akala ko nataohan na ako pero Hindi padin pala, until I ask dad to deposit the 100k para tumubo yung pera, pero when me and my friend went out near in casino natukso nanaman ako, instead na ilagay ko sa bank yung pera nilaro ko to at first masaya pa sabi ko I only play a little until Hindi namalayan paubos na pa yung pera ko, parang binagsakan ng malamig na yelo yung Buong katawan ko, Hindi ko alam Ang gagawin ko, dumaan ako sa depression at hirap na hirap akong makatulog Hindi ko alam kung Saan ako mag sisimula ng wala na akong pera, pati phone ko naisip kong ibenta, yung bawat pag pikit mo maaalala mo lahat ng mga sinayang mo grabeng pang hihinayang, pero it’s too late na, Hindi mo alam pano ka magsisimula Sobrang pressure minsan iisipin mo nalang na gusto mo nang Mamatay kase Ang hirap Sobrang hirap lahat ng konsinsya at pang hihinayang sabay sabay tumatakbo sa utak mo Ang Pagsisisi na kahit kailan Hindi na pwedeng maibalik,

ARAL: ISIPIN MO MUNANG MABUTI, KUNG TAMA ANG PAG DEDESISYON MO NA MAG SUGAL, DAHIL WALANG SUGAL NA LAGING NANALO ANG ENDING TALO PADIN TAYO, BAGO MO SUBUKAN GAWIN ISIPIN MO MUNA NG MAKAILANG ULIT.KAYA IKAW NA MAGSISIMULA PALANG WAG MO NANG SUBUKAN AT KUNG GUSTO MO MAN SIGURADOHIN MONG MARUNONG KA MAG CONTROL BAGO PA MASIRA YUNG BUHAY MO.

ngayon I’m still healing padin…. I hope you will learn from my story, I share this para maging aware kayo sa consequences ng pag susugal.