Sean dexter Singson

Anger , Stress , Suicidal thoughts are all over me 😞💔 pathetic, annoying , fragile , tired 😞💔 I'm tired being trying so hard but i can't do this anymore 🥺💔😞 I wanna leave this world because it keeps hurting me 💔😞 what did i do?💔😞😭 the pain in my shoulders is heavy 😞💔 I can't help it anymore
I've tried so hard but the pain keeps increasing day by day 😞💔😭. I smile to hide my pain but i just can't anymore 💔😞 don't know if i need help or not 🥺. I've lost many people in my life and i don't blame them anyway I mean who wants to stay with this s** "ME"💔🗣️i hate the way I just shut down 💔🥺 And feel unwanted and scream and cry so hard maybe I'd be better but not fine 💔🥺 i can't be a sad teen I don't deserve this I give up rather die than to live this strange life 🥺☹️. I Feel Like i don't EXIST anymore🥺💔😒I don't know whose this stranger in medepression !

days when you WAKE UP in the morning although you really wish you did NOT ! NIGHTS FULL OF TEARS because your heart feels so heavy and you really want to let it all out . THE WORLS making you aware that you weren't MADE to be here . that you’re just another on of it’s MISTAKES . trying so HARD TO BE HAPPY that when you finally get the chance to something just takes it all away . the scars on your left hand tells a STORY ‚ while you face is just a facade to hide all the PAIN YOU’RE FEELING . yes I PRAY ! but nothing , i just feel the same . still feel like if i wasn't here , LIFE for my friends , relatives , anyone around me would be pretty fine . ALL I EVER PRAY FOR IS HAPPINESS ! IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR ? it’s clear that i’m everyone’s second option . NO ONE eve r wants to hear my side . NO ONE ever has to feel what I feel . they don't think i have feelings do they ? it's already enough to know that i was just a MISTAKE ! a BAGGAGE IN EVERYONE'S LIFE ? but i’m also a human , I CRY ! I CRY and I HURT and I GET SUICIDAL THOUGHTS . i cut myself to make the pain go away ‚ i just wish i could

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See you soon japan🇯🇵❤️🫡

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night shift nyo antok parin kahit bagong ligo😴😴