Beauty by Nicole Fidan

As I write this, I write this with the heaviest & broken heart-
This will never feel real. And my heart hurts so bad.

Yesterday morning, my mom was surrounded by us when she left us. After two years of fighting, God brought her home. I can’t put into words or don’t even know where to start how much life has already changed and how much I already miss you. I never thought this day would come, I never thought God would need you more than we do. But we’re at peace knowing you are no longer in pain.
There is truly no one out there like you. You have shown me the true definition of strength, to be a woman, and to be a mom. I have big shoes to fill, but I promise I’m going to make you so proud.

A couple days ago my mom told me “God Nicole, stop being so strong all the time!”
I got that from you mom, and I have to be. I have to make you proud.

No more fighting. No more surgeries. No more chemo. No more radiation. No more hospitals. No more pain. No more sickness. No more scars. No more cancer.

It’s about you now mom, it’s time for you to be happy and feel good again even though it’s not here with us. I’m sorry there was nothing we could’ve done, you never deserved this. But you fought uo until the last minute.

I love you Mom, I truly don’t know how I’m going to go on without my bestfriend and don’t even know where to start. But please always be with me and Mila, please always show us signs, hold me up when I can’t.

Until I see you again, I’m going to miss you so much. 🪽 🤍

I will forever fight for you, I will forever tell your story. And will forever feel ur presence because I know ur there.
Mila will always know her Yiayia, I promised I’d keep your memory alive.
Hug ur mom because you only got one 😞

Here is to an unforgettable chapter that I will never forget.
After being so scared of going off on my own and making a huge decision to opening my own suite, it was ultimately one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. I seen sides of myself that I never thought I’d see, and I’m so proud of where I am.

Not only am I thankful for where I am, but this post is mainly for all my clients that have been there from the beginning. That have been with me 3+ years and those that haven’t left my side since. I couldn’t have done any of this without you. Thank you for being patient through my years of growth and loving me through it.

My first suite has been filled with nothing but memories, lessons, laughs, hugs, cries, and so much more that will not be forgotten. But as this one chapter closes, ( don’t worry ) another one is opening!

(Don’t mind how i look in this picture, im giving birth in a couple days 🤷🏻‍♀️) but IM COMING BACK BETTER THEN EVER!
Thank you for allowing me to have the time to spend with my baby girl soon, but stay tuned and I will see you all in my chair very soon 😉

Fall hair 🤤

Fall hair 🍂

My family and I wish you a happy almost Halloween 🎃 make sure you are pre booking your holiday appointments!

Happy Fall! Beauty by Nicole is changing her name, any opinions?