Naeemah's Hair

I love it 💕💕

10/20/2020 at 9:46 am my life changed completely 🥹 I was at moma Sharon’s house just finishing up my hair on my way to the airport to head back home to Denver when my brother Shyaam called me with the news. I lost it my heart broke into a million pieces in that very moment 🥹 All I kept saying was I didn’t get to say goodbye 🥹 My dad left this earth the exact way he wanted to and my only regret was and still is I didn’t get to say goodbye.
What’s crazy is I knew the time was getting close after seeing him for Father’s Day, he was doing things that my granny was doing when she was getting close to her transition 🥹 I knew we to see him soon I just didn’t know it should have been his birthday 🎂 instead of thanksgiving 🥹 We all had planned on doing Thanksgiving in Virginia just to make sure he saw all of his children and grandchildren together.
I never thought my father wouldn’t be here to help me navigate through my 40’s🥹 I never thought I would have to make some life decisions without his input🥹 I never thought I would have to look at pictures and hold on to the memories to feel some happiness 🥹
Living in a world without your father when he was everything to you is so hard🥹

Remember time is not promised to anyone and love in your people cause you never know 🥹

Walk, music, bubble bath, unplug, drink water, cuddle 💋

My students today discovered they can spell F**k and S**t with my Scrabble game pieces 😳🤦🏽‍♀️😂

Snorkeling

To all my readers I need some good recommendations..I like good fiction black novels..I’ve read most of sista Soulja books if that helps.. I have a gift card to Barnes and Nobel if that helps too

I find myself having this rare clarity moment and it’s really interesting. I’m 41 years young and been in Colorado for 8 years and I haven’t found my tribe for real🤷🏽‍♀️ Don’t get me wrong I’ve made some awesome connections with a few but something is missing for me. I even joined a social group to hold myself accountable but it’s something still missing 🤷🏽‍♀️I have always been the type of person that kept a tight circle of friends that became family, once you’re in my circle you’re in💕😜 It’s not an easy task because I have trust issues (that I’m working through) and people are weird now🤣Now I find myself yearning and craving female connections. I have one of my bestie here and we have a freaking blast when we link up and I’m truly greatful for her and the energy she brings to my life. I also connected with 3 women that have different backgrounds and hung out a few times but still find myself having a hard time finding where I fit🤷🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🥹 It can be very depressing at times and Im try not to let it bother me but a sista is struggling and really need some Woman friends here in Denver. I love my Facebook friends but I need interactions and authentic connections 🤔 Yes I have a loving partner who is down for whatever but it’s not the same vibe or energy when you’re with your girls just being girls🤷🏽‍♀️

I'm expecting some DOPE photos here, people. 📷
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I'll go first 😁


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Yooo I’ll be in Cabo in 22 days sipping drinks on the beach🤘🏾🤘🏾🤘🏾

So I haven’t had dream that had me screaming and crying out of my sleep in a long time. I don’t remember what I was dreaming was about but it scared the s**t out of me. I woke up screaming with Terrell holding half my body cause I was falling out the bed too. I got a bruise on my arm that I don’t know where it came from. Cleaned up the mess I made but I had this feeling of sadness while cleaning. Woke up to an uneasy feeling this morning. Did some grounding, hugged a tree and said thanks for taking my bad energy.
It’s the 1st so make sure you open the windows, safe, set intentions, and bless your home💕💫

My niece Yasmin is here 💕💕 Let me look up some August flights to Virginia 🎉🍾Congratulations Ishmail Aziz you’re gonna be an awesome dad 💕💕