mendypetree1

Let’s get this week started!! Going to get on my diet and exercise! And have HAVE TO BELIEVE IT WILL GET BETTER! No I. Ma’am NO Negative!!! Energy to me or from me!!

Well moved to Nashville INDIANA Friday now to find my motivation cus that mfer done ran off lol it’s quite here I think my children will love it just have to remind my self daily life is what we make it!!

It’s 9:30 at night and am not tired… insomnia I HATE YOU!!!

Ughhh I can’t stand my thick hair love the color but ready to cut it all off agin

Just know girls mom is trying to be strong and fight back! It’s really sad in Indiana when a mother can’t get help when she DOSE CRY OUT AND NEED HELP PPL JUST BLAME HER OR PUSH MORE PROBLEMS HER WAY ! I’m ALONE IN THIS MY Shoulders a week BUT BY LAST BREATH YOU WILL BE WITH ME!

Ughh started school for high school/auto mechanics! Now to stay. On track!! Just really ready to get my girls home

May have Been on a phone screen but got four hours with my shy shy she is truly one of very few ppl that I could spend hours bouncing hopes dreams and laughing with my lil RACER/moto winner!! Girl has so many dreams of racing and it kills me I can’t KICK IN THE DOORS FOR HER JUST YET LORD IM BEGGING YOU HELP ME OFF MY TIRED KNEES AND LEAD OUR FAMILY WHERE IT SHOULD BE!

I just have to get up and go back to work SOMEHOW SOME WAY GOD PLSSSSS HELP OUT! I’ve seen first hand how you can and will take what i have done to my self worth now I openly begg of you show me how to rebuild