K_b3lla

BPD relationship?

Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me, when it comes to love, you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back, it wasn't you, baby, it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away
"Wait up, come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk"
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pi**ed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
"Next time? There will be no next time"
I apologize, even though I know it's lies 💔❤️‍🩹

Them: what is borderline personality disorder?

me: teenage-girl angst with toddler temper tantrums, flying high in love with life.

I NEED TO KNOW.. how funly smutty can I get in my book reviews? I want to tell how the book had me think or do something differently. I react well to books, and my kids are jumping around like they usually are not supposed to do but today it;s allowed. Like they shouldn't jump from the couch to the huge beanbag to the bed on the floor, right. But today, i'ts the whole point.
They are having so much fkn fun and this will be a good memory for them.
That's something to be proud of, making a good memory for them.

Besides, I have my own bouncy ball at work; my yoga ball for my 12 hour shifts. Lemme tell ya, my concentration is improving, my notes are improving, my hips are loosening, and my mood overall is improving.

If you have borderline and/or bipolar then you know how important it is to accept the joy in little things. The little things can make or break a good mood.. either make for a GOOD time or it deteriorates to deep dejected feelings of disappointment.

What even was my point?

Let me know if this even makes any sort of sense, because I had an intention other than what's already been babbled.

Still clean and sober, I'm not under the influence.

OMG IF YOU'RE INTO B**M ROMANCE then read Bound by Desire by Ivy Davis. This book took my this-trope v!rg!n!ty and I felt (to some extent) the intended feels.. ;-)

I share with you the products gifted to me, that is my job, and I promote the products/brands that I love the most. This isn't about me trying to sell you things..

Why would anyone be salty enough to insinuate that I am not "successful" because I don't have a "niche" ??

I AM THE NICHE.

What do you want to see? What would you like me to show you?

PS..
soon I will start sharing books that you might like.

ISO: friend.

disclaimer: 3+ recovery, in love with my family and my freedom.

PS: I am lonely.

"people with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) are like people with 3rd degree burns over 90% of their bodies. Lacking emotional skin they feel agony at the slightest touch or movement.

*people with BPD can't regulate their emotions, thoughts or behaviors* "
- Marsha Lineham

thoughts? who else has BPD?

Omggg I lost ONE nail and since my nail beds are small there is not another in the set

BTW.. i possibly have been misdiagnosed with bipolar instead of borderline personality disorder.

Have you heard of this? Do you have this?

Talk soon!
XOXO

How did I entirely forget Pi day! TF.. I should be ashamed of myself ♥️ (just kidding)

This gorgeous bottle, the incredible scent.
It smells expensive! IYKYK

*Valentino Born in Roma Donna Green Stravaganza

Fragrance Family: Floral, Ambery, Woody

Key Notes:
Lapsang Souchong Tea Accords Jasmine Absolute Vanilla Extract*

Never in my wildest perfume dreams would I have thought a floral could combine with amber and woods at all 🔺️ nor smell as fantastically as a secret garden on the edge of a romantic, historical city like Rome.

Classic, timeless elegance.

The edgy design instantly captured my cold-ish heart 🖤 the green 💚 spikey bottle is a gorgeous addition to my black aesthetic

Thank you kindly Influenster and Valentino Beauty Valentino

Imagine this: at first, a deep floral immediately segueing into the Woody Ambery to add a subtle, sexy, romantic, powerhouse.. versatility to your self-image.

Please trust when I say this perfume is a MUST if your Vibe 🔮 is deeper, more mysterious 🔍 subtle and sexy 🎀 One spritz on my chest/neck, one spritz on my belly - this morning lasted until this evening. My guy, bless him, noticed the scent only when we were snuggly.

In fact, the scent is slightly noticeable at 10:32 pm. Almost 14 hours 🪄