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Happy 11 months to our pudgy pumpkin!! Weighing in at 19lbs 3.4 oz💪💜
She is the busiest little bee and loves to get into anything and everything! She is finally building some leg strength to hold herself up but I'm totally okay with her not walking for a few months because that means more trouble!

She is the funniest happiest baby and I can't help but to squeeze her all day long! She has got some amazing facials an so proud to be her mama!

Please keep praying for her as she is nearing her first birthday it dawned on me that she wouldn't be able to have a smash cake because her gallstone 😔💔.

Though we are thankful she is Pancreatic Sufficient and still continuing to grow without any help it's so odd that we have to avoid all the fats, healthy fats, and of course sugar.

We are praying and dreaming of the day we get to feed her whatever and whenever♡ But for now we are so thankful she is healthy and happy.

We love you squishy!!

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In honor of invisible disability week, we rose awareness across the country with our Cystic Fibrosis Shirts 💜 From all over cities in Missouri - Perryville, Concordia to Columbia, to Omaha Nebraksa, to Rapid City South Dakota, to Missoula & Billings Montana! No one fights in this family alone! So fun adventuring with my crew on this week long road trip!♡ Baby B has officially visited 8 states and some I won't count cause we drove through and didn't stay overnight at them🤪. Can't wait to continue to take you to see the world babygirl!

Our Pudgy Pumpkin is 10 months old! She got to go to her first & last Pumpkin patch in the Pacific Northwest! She is rocking Christmas clothes in the month of October because she is in 12 month clothing that was meant for December and I bought them off season 🤷‍♀️💪👏. Growing & gaining like a boss!
Continuing to defy odds she is the busiest happiest baby! She is the literal salt to the earth & brought us so much Joy in all the changing seasons. Thank you for helping us slow down, to be present & joyful.
We had another ultrasound done and unfortunately she still has that same stubborn stone.
Not what we were hoping for but we will continue to wait on the Lord knowing his timing is perfect and he is just preparing and growing her body to help it ease on through.
Answered prayers:
*The stone HASN'T grown at all which means her strict diet is working!
*As she gets bigger her common bile duct is growing as well so it will make it easier for the stone to pass through without pain or obstruction.
*All her organs still look normal and still no signs of obstruction, inflammation, or bile sludge!!
*Her liver enzymes are still elevated but still trending down and I'm sure they will go back to normal when this stone passes or dissolves.
Being in the waiting is hard as she is on a strict diet that we have had to navigate by ourselves because this isn't common for kids or infants. It's been trial & error. She still isn't on any solid foods & no baby led weaning unfortunately for our situation even healthy fats can cause gallbladder attacks.
We have had to navigate
her baby foods & I notice which ones work & which don't. At this point she can only have Blueberries, pears, & recently she has been loving pumpkin & it doesn't bother her gallbladder!! I was so excited to give her something different. She is so ready for real food and all the things but we will get there someday! Thank you for your constant love and prayers they are working even though the outcome is completely there we are getting closer and closer so we will remind steadfast knowing he has carried her this far and he will continue to do so

Life update ...
We are moving from the Pacific Northwest to the South!💜
So I've been a little MIA
My salon is now closed and I have all the feels. Thank you for trusting me with your hair and your loyalty and patience. Going to miss all my clients and so sad to go but excited for our new journey. My Salon and owning my own business has been a dream come true and I ultimately couldn't have done it without you. So thank you times a million.
Leaving the only place we've ever known and leaving behind comfort for better things and a slower pace of living for our girls.

I would love to reopen at some point and continue to live out my dream in a new State. For now I'm going to embrace this season and live in the moment with my littles who are growing too fast. My page will be changed from angels.desi9ns to babyBzfight for our fighter, to help spread awareness more and for updates on our salty squishy.
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Chopped 💇‍♀️
Love this cut on her!!

Bride & bridal party ready 🥰
Had so much fun getting these gals ready! What an honor it was and you make a gorgeous bride!!

What feeds your soul?
Things that have truly helped me find peace & feeds my soul is getting out on the water, snowboarding, but most of all spending time with Jesus. Whether is be in prayer, worship, or in his word. I am able to cancel out all the craziness of the world & I am able to just be.Without a care & it's such a relief. In this season I have found myself like Peter more than I would like to admit. Matthew 14:27 But Jesus immediately said to them: “Take courage! It is I. Don’t be afraid.”28 “Lord, if it’s you,” Peter replied, “tell me to come to you on the water.”29 “Come,” he said. Then Peter got down out of the boat, walked on the water and came toward Jesus. 30 But when he saw the wind, he was afraid and, beginning to sink, cried out, “Lord, save me!” 31 Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. “You of little faith,” he said, “why did you doubt?”
Oh the times I have started to sink because I doubted. I started to live in fear, it brought depression and it came with a whole lot of anxiety. Here's the thing we are human & even when we doubt he still has us! Verse 31 will always be my favorite because as Peter started to sink Jesus IMMEDIATELY reached out his hand & caught him. He is there. He is there no matter what. In sickness in health, in the darkest times & in the lightest of them. He can pull you out of whatever pit you are walking through. With our babygirls diagnosis some days I have it together & other days reality sinks in & I'm a wreck. Knowing what the disease can entail. BUT I have to shift my focus. I still cling to hope & I will remain in faith knowing our Girl has already defyed so many odds & he has given me so much evidence telling me she is going to be okay. He constantly becomes present in my days of doubting & reminds me that no matter what he is the one who has the final say. He reminds me like he reminded Peter "you of little faith why did you doubt?" I have no reason to doubt him as he has been 100% here with us & has continued to show even against all odds that he is faithful. What are things that have helped you get through your stormy seasons? What feeds your soul?

I have a few openings in the next few weeks!! 🥰 Message me to book!

Grey coverage in 10 minutes & it's permanent!!!! Say whaaaat?!! You heard it sister!!🙌👏💁‍♀️👑

Raising awareness at Lake Easton! Lakes aren't good for CF. BUT this one runs from the Yakima River!🙌💜

Refreshed after over 4 months!

They will have no fear of bad news; their hearts are steadfast, trusting in the Lord.
Psalms 112:7

UPDATE

Our little fighter still has the 3mm gallstone. But her blood levels are still trending down🙏💜

Holding on to hope, leaning not on our own understanding and continue to be obedient. I can't wait to see my river of tears in heaven because Lord knows I have filled too many bottles.

Thank you for your prayers we have felt every single one of them.
MAY will STILL be her breakthrough!

Prayer requests
That the stone will dissolve or that it will pass with no pain or obstruction.
That no intervention or surgery will be needed.
For continual guidance through the Holy Spirit.

"God we know that you are a MAN OF YOUR WORD, that you honor what you say. That these stories are not captures by coincidence but they are there as a catalyst of our faith. For us to believe AGAINST ALL ODDS that you are able to do exceedingly and abundantly above all we could ever ask or think." - Tauren Wells ( Pour your miracle, Lakewood Church)

We have prayed hard, worshipped over and over, and clung to his word. My next calling is to fast. I will be off of social media for a while. If you need us you got our digits.
We Love y'all dearly!
1 Samuel 1:27