How I Became A Single Mother

Tete muriseiwo.ndivigei veduwee.Ndisimbiseiwo ma single parents please.today I took a tough decision of my life.marriage ye 15 years yapera ,ndini mumwe akabatirira zvakaoma zvichirwadza ,ndakaita vana 5 asi dambudziko rakatanga pamwana wechi 2 ,mmmmh ndaitswa kumberi nekumusana ,apa aihura zvaizikanwa neraini rose ,akatombobatwa Mumba memunhu akatyorwa Ruoko awanikkwa akarara nemukadzi wemunhu.i was abused mental and physical.i was a punching bag,paadira akadhakwa ndaitukirwa mhuri yose.ndakashinga ndikaramba ndiripo ndakamuwana asina kana gumbeze tikatangira ipapo ndaishanda ndichienda kunohodha ndichitengesa musha watakavana unotyisa asi aiwa ngazvisare hazvo.ndonotangira iapoa vana vangu vakura vatatu vadiki ndovandichasafa navo zvangu.

hide id and post for me ...... haaa asikana kukurukura hunge wabuda mujodzi , 12yrs ndakaroorwa asi ndakazobuda mumarriage nekushungurudzwa nemrume , kurohwa , kunyadzisirwa pamberi pevanhu pese paangowana mukana but zvese izvi ndaishingirira ndichiti kugarira vana , the one day shasha yakazouya negirlfriend mumba ndigoburutswa pabed edu vanhu ndokurara husiku hwese vachiitana 😭😭 ndopandakabvuma kuti pano marriage yaparara , ndakangosenga twangu ndokubva nevana vangu THATS HOW I BECAME A SINGLE MOTHER

Ndivigei tete. Yangu nyaya yakamira yakadai. Murume wangu akange aenda SA for years asina kudzoka achingoti ndikafona oti hazvina kumira mushe haashandi haanamari. Ndakagara for 5 years ndakangomira kuti achauya but haana kudzoka aingoti haashandi, but zvisinei ndakazonzwawo nevaibvako vaimuziva kuti akange anemumwe mukadzi ikoko.vana taive ne2 vaingobvunza baba kuti varipi kusvika naivo vangonyararawo, aisatumira kana cent zvaro ndaitoshandawo mabasa emaoko ndichiraramisa vana vangu. Saka ndakazowanawo akandida ndiripo pamba pandakasiiwa nemurume because tange tine musha wedu ndatoona kuti kuuya murume haachauya.asi veukama hwake vakaona kunge ndakanganisa uye I should move ndibve pa musha pemwana wavo. But musha uyu ndini ndakavaka. Saka vakazoudza mwana wavo ndogore raakadzoka kumusha iroro achibva andidzinga achiti hama dzake dzakati ndaita chipfambi mumusha mavo. But inini ndakamuudza chokwadi kuti ndakange ndawanawo munhu sezvo akange asingachadzoki. Andidzinga vachibatsirana nehama dzake ndikatora vana vangu and move out mumusha mavo. But the fact yekuti mwana wavo gone for 5 years asingadzoki hapana akamboiona. That's how I became a single parent

NOW THAT YOU LEFT ME

Now that you made a final decision and left me, am here alone in pain and thinking about the happy times we had and the plans we had set together. It hurts me day and night that you no longer belong to me. You have gone with other people that you think are better than me.

It really hurts me so deep. I wish I never met you. I wish I never liked you. I wish I didn’t believe every word you said to me. I wish I didn’t waste my time talking to you. I wish I didn’t trust you with my fragile heart. I wish I never got excited every time you made me feel special. I wish I didn't worry or cared about all the times you ignored me. I wish I never got my hopes high for you. And I wish I never kept trying and trying, knowing I would just go through this pain in the end.

I know right now you are fine where you are. You don’t think of my pain and what am going through without you in my life. You don’t want to hear from me anymore. Your already happy with someone else. But I’m gonna live with this pain for some good time but it won’t last forever. My tears will dry, my heart will mend and I will come out strong and happy with time. My life will go on and I will find someone else who will truly love me, who will appreciate my love and care and who will be with that fear of losing me. And when that time comes I will just be looking at you and won’t feel a thing. You will be history to me. Karma will hit you and you will look back at the good love I had for you and miss me. You will wish to have me back but it will be too late for you. Laugh at me now, gossip about me, enjoy life but my time will also come.

Yours in pain,
Ex

PS: I dedicate this to all my friends who are currently heartbroken and going through pain.

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