Trezzy Traps lives

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Happiness over pain❤️♥️

It's not that I was scared
Instead I kept feeling weak,
Well that's how how I felt
It's not who I am
Well I can say I used to trust a lot
But now I don't
I used to live a lot
But now I don't and maybe I cared over a little too much but now I don't,not that pain made me heartless but I just chose to use my heartless.
Happiness over pain ,
Sound strickly like
Me over it all.
Not that I'm chasing it though.
It just keeps following me everywhere I go.
Afterall mabajabule abantu ,
Some say mabathokoze.
Abalungu would say enjoy it
While it lasts,and I say life is enjoying my presence while I make it last❤️♥️🔥♥️.
Afterall it is what it is.

God nvr gives you burdens that are beyond your power

She was my first

So each and every little sisters have their own story .her Birthday was just around the corner and as we used to act as if we are a couple when playing I felt I had to satisfy her.So we were playing outside behind the house and when my aunt went inside the house to take a bath it was an opportunity for me and my sister to play mother and father.We kissed and covers ourselves with a blanket .There was no one else to check the coast so we kissed each other and ride each other and it was actually really nice getting that feeling .My assault by my transport driver made me feel girls more than boys so my sister was my first relationship(I won't say love we all have different fates).So as we were still kissing ridding one another and feeling each other my granny showed up out of the bloom and there was no way we would deny anything so she took us into the house and started hitting us ever since we got caught my sister has been afraid of touching me since ,we started hating each other and having a whole different relationship where as she chose her friends over me and things changed too. ON her birthday I got her a gift a beautiful ring with a P in it the first alphabet in her name and I took the P as princess,she was my princess and still is.She was the only person I felt safe around and when her mom moved out she also had to go away and I felt like I lost the best thing only in my life so from there on I chose not to date nor love but now I do date and its still takes time for me to fall in love because the one person I fell in love with at first chose to be a respectful child over our happiness not sure if all this sounds Normal but my sister is my first lover.